Your far away.......

       My dear lil man and baby girl, it's daddy. I miss you both so much. I think about you both all the time. My star your so full of life and bring everything good out around you. You taught me so many things I use to take for granted. Your pleasant smile and the way you laugh when your being tickled. I miss it so much, all our little sayings that only you and I understand. It was a rough road at times, but from what I gather when we talked on the phone. You love me and miss me, I'm sorry your mad cause I can't stay all day like you want. One day we will be able to do all the things we once did again and anything else you want. I miss getting you ready for school and your grouchy little moans when I wake you up. I still have the image of when you would run towards me when school's out with the biggest smile on your face and you just run and jump in my arms. I always tend to see you before you see me and I would get so excited when I could see you trying to search me out among the other parents. I heart would beat fast and you would make me so proud. I'm so glad for the moments we had together and your good little soul. I love you so much my son.
My little tiny, little baby. My beautiful rose. Your the blessing of my life. I miss holding you and taking you everywhere with me. Your little breath on my skin and your long lovely hair. It's so hard not being there for you my little baby girl. Your growing up so quick and it's so hard to bare not being there. The moments we had together I value so much and can't wait to hold and play with you again. Your such a sweetheart and everyone would have to do double takes at you, cause they would think you were an actual doll. Daddy loves you so much and I'll still carry you everywhere. You and brother are the perfect pair. I remember before you were born, I would wonder so much how you would look. The morning you were born, I still can't describe the feeling I had. There are no words out there that can do justice. Your daddy's girl and I will be the most understanding dad a daughter could have.
 I love you both so much and miss you. Your all I need in my life and I will do my best for you both to have the fullest and happiest lives. Love Daddy......................